Instead of staying up all night, I have now started going to bed earlier. However, recently, I always seem to wake up around one in the morning for no reason. And last night I had a very strange dream... I was about to get married to a kid that I knew back from school, but I hadn't talked to him in a long time. My wedding was so rushed that none of my friends even knew that I was getting married, and it was also so unimportant to me that I had worked that morning. After work I came home and changed into my wedding dress, but I had forgotten to make hot fudge at work, so I went back and made the hot fudge even though I got some on my dress. Afterwards I was walking home and I passed my friends Will, Kennedy and Amber all standing outside of Dee's. I told them that I was getting married. They asked me why and I honestly couldn't tell them. At this point I started having second thoughts and decided to call of my wedding.
I have been hearing a lot of wedding talk lately since Eddy is getting married on Saturday, but Eddy wasn't even in my dream. The other thing that I found odd was I knew exactly who the groom was to be but I have no idea why I would be thinking about him. He was a kid that I went to school with, but we were never friends and I didn't have a crush on him. He was just someone I knew.
So everyone knows, I am planning to go to Eddy's wedding. We have started talking again and are trying to work on becoming friends again. I know that things are going to be extremely different now because he is getting married and he has ruined a lot of the trust that I once had in him as my best friend but we are trying to work on things because we had been close friends for a really long time. Anyways, I know that most of you don't approve, but this is what I want to do.
(Thanks Allie for my CD's. I have been listening to both of them for the last couple of days. :) Thank you!)
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I hesitated to write an interpretation of Allison's dream some days ago, because I didn't want to be the one who was expected to interpret everyone's dreams. I had some good ideas that just came to me with Allison's, but now I know that Chelsee wants me to say something about hers and the ideas aren't flowing so well.
The thing that really strikes me about your dream, Chelsee, is how apparently important work is to you. For most people their wedding day is the high point of their entire lives. Statistically, only the birth of your first child is ranked more important. So in your dream, forgetting to make the hot fudge at work took precedence over one of the most important days of your life. I think this dream is asking you to take a look at your priorities, because perhaps you are letting the most important things take a back seat to less important things. It also may be a comment on your sense of responsibility. Why couldn't you have called someone else to take care of the hot fudge? Most people would be understanding that you had more important things to worry about on your wedding day. How many times do you do this - put something minor before something major in your life and do things that other people could do as well as you? It may also be a comment on the lack of loyalty you have from your friends. Instead of making your wedding day a priority in their lives, they just stood around waiting for you to explain why you wanted to get married - as if the answer wouldn't be obvious. By the time you would be marrying someone perhaps it is because you love them. How involved are your so-called friends in your life? Do they return the loyalty you show them? Or do they just expect you to entertain them and take them places and pay their way to things that you want to do with them?
I have been trying to write this while I have been taking phones for Heather. She is back now, so I've got to go. Sorry...
A good friend's wedding is an occasion to say goodbye and good luck. You're not going to be seeing much of them after that.
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