“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Letter from Will
I got a letter from Will today. This might sound dumb, but it made me cry. It was as preachy as the e-mails that he sends home. He said that he didn't mean it to be and he apologized if it made me feel that way, but it still was. In his e-mails home, he talked about the people he was teaching and kept saying things like, "they refuse to understand the simplicity of the gospel" or "they refused to open their eyes to see the Truth". I have been a little offended by things like that that he says, so I asked him if he saw me like that. He wrote back saying that he never had seen me like that, but since I asked, I was like that though. He told me not to be offended because he wasn't trying to make it seem like he thought he was better than me, or anything like that. He says that God loves everyone the same. Even though he wasn't trying to be offensive, I am offended. More than that though, it makes me really feel that I made up this whole thing between me and Will, and even if I didn't, it can never work. He says that we don't have to agree on everything to be friends, but what makes me sad, is that now I know that is all we can ever be.
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I see religion as social control, others see it as the path.
I know an anesthesiologist who would probably love to be your rebound relationship if you want. "It won't last long, but it will be good while it lasts!"
Hang in there Kitty.
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